Stepping Back with Gratitude and Care

To the Asmbly community - members, leaders, volunteers, and friends,

This is a longer post than I usually write, but it’s one I’ve been sitting with for a long time and felt important to share some details.

After much reflection, I’ve made the difficult but necessary decision to step down from my volunteer role as Director of Outreach at Asmbly. This decision comes from a place of care - for myself, for my health, and ultimately for the community I deeply value.

For quite some time now, I’ve been dealing with ongoing health issues. For a long while, I was able to manage and, in many ways, mask the impact they were having on me. I found ways to push through, adapt, and show up in ways that felt meaningful and aligned with my goals and responsibilities at Asmbly. Being able to contribute in so many ways - from connecting people and building lasting relationships and partnerships, to producing impactful events for our members and the public, as well as supporting grant work, fundraising, and other key initiatives - has meant a great deal to me, and it’s something I’ve been very proud of.

However, as time has gone on, it’s become increasingly clear that I need to take a step back and give myself the time and space to focus on my health more fully. Continuing in this role while doing that is no longer sustainable for me, and I believe it’s important to be honest about that - for my own well-being and for the health of the organization and Asmbly’s future as we continue to grow and develop in so many wonderful and fast-paced ways. As I step away, my responsibilities will transition to trusted hands across the organization. Our Director of Education, Adam Stow, will be taking on events and partnerships. I feel very confident in this transition. Adam has already been working closely with Outreach, has been an invaluable collaborator, and there is a great deal of natural overlap between our work. Development-related initiatives, including fundraising, grant work, and related efforts, will be overseen by a Board directed Development Committee, who will be guiding these priorities moving forward.

I want to be clear that this personal decision to step back is not a reflection of my feelings toward Asmbly Makerspace. Quite the opposite.

Asmbly has been an incredibly meaningful part of my life. When I first found this space, it offered me something I truly needed at the time: comfort through creativity, connection through community, and a sense of belonging that can be hard to find. After stepping into the space, I felt this overwhelming sense that I had found something I had been longing for for as long as I could remember (this is the little girl who felt unstoppable with a hot glue gun, duct tape, spray paint, a pile of rocks, and imagination). Over the years, that foundation and my passion for this space and for making sure everyone possible could know about and have access to this space grew into deeper involvement, collaboration, and the privilege of serving in a volunteer leadership role - first as Outreach Coordinator, then as Director of Outreach. I’ve learned so much from the people here, and I’m endlessly grateful for the trust, kindness, and support I’ve been shown.

While I’m stepping down from this volunteer position, I want to be very clear about something: this is not a goodbye.

I fully intend to remain a part of the Asmbly community as a maker and will continue serving on the board to help guide Asmbly towards its long term goals. I’m excited to continue spending time in the space, to keep building relationships with the wonderful people I’ve worked alongside, and to reconnect more deeply with my own creative projects. In many ways, I’m returning to Asmbly as what it originally was for me - a place where creativity, community, and endless opportunities coexist, and offer support, comfort, and even healing in ways I find extremely hard to find elsewhere.

I’m deeply thankful to everyone who has collaborated with me, supported me, and shared their time, ideas, and energy. It has truly been an honor to contribute to this community in the ways I have, and I’m so proud of the work we’ve done together, and look forward to watching Asmbly Outreach continue to grow and thrive in fresher, yet deeply experienced hands.

Thank you for your understanding, your compassion, and for continuing to make Asmbly the special place that it is. I look forward to seeing you around the space - just with a little more focus on taking care of myself and creating for the joy of it.

With gratitude and care,

Jordan Varat

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Thanks for all you’ve done, and all you’ll continue to do! And thanks for being so thoughtful about this, including prioritizing your health.

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Thank you Jordan for your dedication, vision, passion and hard work that has vastly elevated Asmbly’s image and position in the community. Your are an amazing person to work with and learn from.

I pray your health improves and as you rebalance your life, you find peace and comfort.

Good bless Jordan, I look forward to continuing to see your big bright smile and heart felt laugh around Asmbly.

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Thank you for letting us know! Prioritizing your health is absolutely the right call, and I’m deeply grateful for the passion, leadership, and momentum you’ve brought as Director of Outreach. Your influence has helped shape Asmbly in meaningful ways! :hugs:

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Sending you good health Jordan and look forward to seeing you around again after you’ve had a chance to nourish what’s most important :yellow_heart:

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Thanks for all your hard work and the time you have invested in Asmbly, Jordan. I’m glad you are prioritizing your health and well being, as that is far more important. Also glad that you will still be around to enjoy what you have worked so hard to build and to enjoy the company of those you have already met and those you have yet to meet. We are glad you will still be there with your warm smile and helpful demeanor. You are getting a big hug next time I see you!

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Jordan, thank you for everything you’ve done! Wishing you the best this year and hope to still see you around Asmbly.

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Jordan, thanks for all your work, and I’m so glad you’re taking care of yourself. You might feel like you’re giving less now, but that is not true: sustaining yourself and your creativity gives so much more over the long term than you realize.

How apt that you work (present tense intended) on Outreach - this post itself is so generous, an act of outreach to many experiencing their own battles. It certainly reached me.

I hope that your health issues resolve in the best way possible, and kudos to you for finding and communicating your limits! I also struggle with some chronic health conditions (pain, disordered sleep), mask heavily, and struggle to set limits for myself. I suspect others do as well, but we hide from each other. I hope we can all be inspired by your good example.

Looking forward to seeing your bright presence in the shop, working with passion and creativity on whatever you choose! And it is a bright presence, even (especially) on the days you don’t feel like it is.

Jordan,

I just wanted to take a moment to thank you for everything you’ve contributed to the makerspace. Your time, energy, and dedication have truly made a lasting impact on the community, and it hasn’t gone unnoticed!

I really respect you for recognizing the need to step back and focus on your health. That kind of self-awareness takes strength, and I hope this time gives you exactly what you need.

Please know that you’ve helped shape this space in meaningful ways, and your contributions will continue to be felt. You will always be a valued part of this community, and we’ll be thinking of you and wishing you well.

Take good care, and thank you again for all that you’ve given.

Jordan,

Thank you for sharing this so openly and thoughtfully. I know this could not have been easy to write, and I want you to know how deeply your honesty, care, and love for Asmbly are felt.

First and foremost, please know that you are being prayed for. I, along with my church community, am lifting you up and asking God for His peace, strength, healing, and comfort to surround you as you focus on your health and well-being. You matter far more than any role or title, and I am grateful you are giving yourself the space and care you need.

Your impact on Asmbly cannot be overstated. The relationships you’ve built, the events you’ve shaped, the partnerships you’ve nurtured, and the heart you’ve poured into outreach have left a lasting mark on this community. You didn’t just help Asmbly grow—you helped people feel seen, welcomed, and connected. That is a gift, and it will continue to bear fruit long after this transition.

I’m also deeply grateful that this is not a goodbye. Knowing you will remain part of the Asmbly community and continue serving on the board brings a great deal of reassurance. Your voice, wisdom, and heart for this place remain invaluable, even as the shape of your involvement changes.

Thank you for your leadership, your courage, and your care—for yourself and for Asmbly. Please know you are supported, appreciated, and held in prayer. May this next season bring rest, healing, and renewed joy in creating simply for the love of it.

@Jordanva2, others said it more eloquently than I could, so I’ll just add a huge thank you for helping make Asmbly (and beyond!) what it is today. There’s no other way to put it: very few others have had the same kind of impact on our community. I’m happy that we’ll see you around – do stop by the Oh Sew Social anytime!

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